Sometimes it's not about what I want.
Posted by Sarah Audrey Christie , Senin, September 06, 2010 09.52
I wanted a room, where everything is mine, but if I only have a desk and a chair, then it's going to be fine. I wanted new things all the way, but old things work better anyway. I wanted to be heard by people, and no one did, but God heard me, and more than those people, He actually did something, and make a difference. I wanted to be able to solve all my problems, and turned out that I couldn't, but just in time, God took over everything and everything is solved, in ways I can't think of...
I wanted freedom, but I got stuck in a place where freedom is as rare as seeing mars with bare eyes... but you know what, it doesn't seem to limit my ability to speak, and to think, and to walk, and to learn and to do good things, so it doesn't matter.
I wanted a lot of things but a lot of things isn't always the answer. Sometimes the answer is in the smallest thing, if I remember to always give thanks in the end of the day.
